for nobody

I need addictions
I couldn’t have him
I found a substitute
It’s not unheard of
But if he lets me back in, then it’ll only be an ugly memory
I promise, I swear
Because I don’t manage without it, without him
I’m just lost, angry, confused
Like an animal forced to leave its turf
Thrown into some unknown land
Disorientated
I’m not me without him


taken from:
The Heart Rate of a Mouse
(Vol. 2/III - Chapter 4 : Columbia Dreams/Codeine Vision)